VISION

I could tell you what vision is but i wont cause you're on a computer dummy. 

DISCLAIMER: EXCUSE THE TYPING I JUST DON'T CARE

Im in love...I am in love with the idea of what i can imagine myself doing in the future. It sometimes just baffles me with some of the things i could see myself doing with my life. Knowing what I am capable of is amazing, but taking twenty years to discovered that i am the only thing or person that is holding me back is not at all. I know it took me so long because i did not want to believe that it was me. somewhere in the mess i call a mind i knew that was me. I to live and I want to live like only i can and only i can imagine. 

I know my faults when it comes to holding myself back from accomplishing what i want. Not giving a flying cuss for alot of things and being lazy when something does not directly concern me are two specifically. Im tryna work on that. 

I have maybe several different lifestyle paths that I want to venture down and my carelessness for everything but what is important has narrowed my options. So i became realistic and put all my rotel dip on one chip except for little bit to eat with my fork you dig? I am leaving for the US Navy boot camp in 2 months to begin full pursuit of my dream to be a DEA agent or best case scenario I become secret government agent and i save the mother cussing world. 

That pursuit begins with me settling down from all the partying i do all the thing that come with that. Ill go out but i wont wild the cuss out like in past experiences. I will make these 2 months count by studying the information i need and I will become in shape enough to pass my physical fitness test there so that I can level up in ranks and get the extra couple hundred bucks that comes with that you dig? Yall think I look good now, and in 2 months imma look even better, but cuss when i get out of this boot camp I will be looking like the black captain America...these females wont stand a chance but that is just a perk of what this experience will do for me. I will getting paid to stay in shape, ill be easing my way into my dream job, ill be getting paid to travel the world, I will be gaining the skills I need to survive on my own whether it be in some wilderness or in a home with a family, and most important of all ill be GETTING PAID!!!

If you are reading this thank you for time and Ill talk with you next time on...say it with me now "Do It For The Kids"