The Very Next Day

     Time is not always on your side especially when you have nothing to fill it with. Of course a person start to fill the empty time with the best intentions of productivity, but it almost always turns into something the exact opposite of what you set out to accomplish. This cuss is ridiculous and I'm so cussing tired of being tired of not having anything to do with my free time except something that is not positive with my abilities that i possess. No, I'm not a superhuman or anything to that effect....at least not to my knowledge. I think that we all have some kind of superhuman talent of some sort, like I swear i'll have a dream that holds random events it seems like but whether it be the very next day, next week, or sometime down the road...whatever happens in one of those random clear cuss scenes that i have almost every night happens without fault. I'm not saying Im some type of clairvoyant but this aint the matrix you Digg. Actually, that made no sense but the point was I like to believe that I have some kind of sixth sense to some effect but what do I know...except THE FUTURE that is...nah just kidding. 

Anyway,  I was rambling ,um where was I? Ah, I was talking about being tired of being sick and tired, but who is not, right? 

       I know change is all about will power and having close friends or loved ones around to help you or some crap like that..but I don't care for all that help. I like to rely on myself that when I accomplish my goals, I can say that I did it on my own with no help. Being raised from birth to my 20th birthday fully relying on my mother is the exception. I want success to claim my own when I make it out on the other side of the tunnel, you digg? I haven't unlock or un suppressed my full potential but i know for sure what I am capable of at this moment. 

      I came up with the plan like my mother taught me. She told me preparation was to key to any success whether it be small or a larger one. i believe and I came with an organized plan and I have found several points of motivation. Those motivation points include things such as proving I am not a failure, take care of those who took care of me, and 1 or 2 females.....obviously.

      I am keeping a detail record of the things I do so while in this transitional phase of my life I can tweak the smaller things that I consider to be my faults. This way when I get to where I need to be then Ill be ready for anything. I firmly believe people can change no matter how long it take if you believe enough in something you can change. I believe in God and myself and I'm ready to change For The Kids.......Thanks for your time